again, Im feeling down again. hmm possibly because I have a gut feeling that the theory "don't cry over spilt milk" exists? meaning, one small action leads to a really battering long way ahead. worse, at home it lessens. but in school...disastrous. everything comes back to me and whoa, I really want to cry again.

point to note: Ustaz Ruhaidzan has a blog. LOL (:

and who is blah on my tagboard? please tell me.

I don't deserve to be a good friend, let alone a FRIEND in the first place after everything that happened.

I got the slanted table for Chem, but it's okay (: and Hwee Hoon was very nice today because she brought this bag of nice nice things and say "nah you can have one." so sweet right? so I took OREO but too bad got no milk. OH OH I shall add this also even though it's a bit late. haha you're a really sweet NAPFA partner also! she always motivate people one and I know that even though you thought you weren't good at standing broad jump but YOU DID WELL IN EVERYTHING OKAY (: keep up the good work! and you know we walked back withour arms around each other's shoulders(:

after school I talked to Vidhya, which really really helps me ALOT :D thanks a million for being there. by right I can just pour out whatever I had to say and think about these past few days to you right on the spot but then I need to go home with priyanka, so yeah. sorry ): I mean, she kinda taught me to look on the bright side of everything! but haha, there ARE some times when you feel like the darkness is your best friend for the day. I know you have some problems also, which I know about, and you shared. I SHALL NOT TELL (: (: (: and I really appreciate you for listening to me.

oh man the person that I REALLY REALLY want to talk to went for choir as a supporter ): so I had to talk to fairuz. aye she was a good listening ear also (: thanks ah! I gave you a letter so you must reply ah. life is VERY unfair, I agree.