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so many nights I wonder why;
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Peterpan, The Titans, Sheila On 7, Backstreet Boys, Vierra, Andra and The Backbone, SHINee, ZE:A and quite recently Co-Ed. OG10, 11SH20 and NJMD-MLDDS. Something is definitely wrong when life ain’t a roller coaster. Replay. Days
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Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
Thursday, May 28, 2009 2 subjects down. so... English Physics SS/Hist E Maths A Maths Pure Geo technically, it's 3 papers down. you know what, for the first time I could do karangan properly without halfway thinking of how to say this and that and in the end I only had 45 seconds to write the last sentence. but it was 2 pages long, longer than what I've written for past MT exams before. and Chemistry was like bleh, don't even talk to me about it. I had to carry an orange box full of books and worksheets and dictionaries and notebooks and storybooks. QUITE heavy ): I stare blankly at the physics notes and all the questions, skim through. wow, all that mr yau taught is practically STUCK in my head and all you need is to just revise through to refresh your memory. except for kinematics and mechanics because that was taught by another teacher and speaking of that it reminds me of something that I'd wished would last longer because I really treasured all those moments. you know, everytime I go to class, I sit at my place and keep quiet, watching the others talking about this, that/ while I wait silently for my tp if not fairuz would come in and we'd talk about stuff, sometimes with hwee hoon, riffana and xue ming. sometimes I wonder, in term 2, I was often out of the circle. there was one time I thought it was because I was shoved off from the circle. another reason might be because my actions lead me to do so. another reason can be because my actions were seen by a person and she told someone then that someone loathes me and tells her friends and they loathe me and all goes a chain reaction. half the time I was thinking about death and all it's friends. well, guess I should start sitting up, pasrah about everything. this is my fate now and unless destiny can be changed it would be a miracle. yesterday I cried from religious class because of this, and Saat Terakhir started playing in my mind. guess all that's happened, happened for a reason. wait wait...ah here, in Malay there is an idiom that goes "seperti melukut di tepi gantang, keluar tidak mengurangi, masuk tidak memenuhi." it means, someone that is not important to other people and not useful to the society, or in other words he/she is of no use. hey, get well FAIRUZ ): dang I miss you today.
â–º Ready Or Not Thursday, May 28, 2009 /
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