hello;
so many nights I wonder why;
hello;
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so many nights I wonder why;
Your Name.
HELLO.
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Peterpan, The Titans, Sheila On 7, Backstreet Boys, Vierra, Andra and The Backbone, SHINee, ZE:A and quite recently Co-Ed. OG10, 11SH20 and NJMD-MLDDS. Something is definitely wrong when life ain’t a roller coaster. Replay. Days
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Shout Out.
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 I'm really sorry. that hopes of making me NOT-emo, for the time being, it might be shattered for the time being, until I recover once more. I had hopes that everything might be right, after saturday or sunday, and monday...but I couldn't help it. why this sort of things happen. frequently. I'm not going to ask for help this time because I've been too dependent on other people for help. I need to find a solution within me...before it gets too late. today I just think-disaster. a big catastrophe. yes, I did enjoy the circle line trip with anita, and thank you for letting me try the game [I know it was a disaster haha (: ] then I thought I could sit down and do something at the computer. as usual I searched for more pics of KEVIN APRILIO which I got lots more (: but why why why. maybe my foundations itself is rocky. I try but I always get some rebuttal. that's why I shut up mouth up at times because I can't help it. and in the end, I felt that was the right thing to do. as long as others are happy, I'm okay. if they're sad or smth...you know. it's going to be hard for a while. let bygones be bygones? fat chance. everything comes back and I blame myself again. I shall not do that horrible mistake again. maybe I go counseling again..who knows lah. I can't cope. "you're a disappointment to me." of course I am; ____________________ well now, once I heard that news, shattering glass became so much easier.
â–º Ready Or Not Wednesday, July 1, 2009 /
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