so the Mediafire file, folder hasn't loaded. okay, I shall update since it STILL hasn't loaded. (:

reflection of this week? hm. I could say that I was a little happier, because something just happen to dawn on me and I got a revelation of events that, I don't really think it was purely coincidental - there must be some meaning behind each action. I'm not saying that I don't believe in coincidence, but the type and timing of events show me they're not.

~okay I sneezed. sniff.

Hui Sian's birthday present has arrived! I just need to collect it. (: and I would love to see her reaction (: I've already confirmed that it's something that she DEFINITELY likes.

I have to revise through Chem SPA stuff in my bag and also study for SS. I know lab partner will most prob share the whole bench during SPA, but still. I don't want to fall sick. and speaking of which, I haven't really been talking to Sab for a while. maybe I should, to catch up on things?

yesterday it's what I call, wear-your-own-clothes day. so I wore my I Love SHINee t-shirt, due to popular demand. lol (: and there was this group of girls who were on the mrt and they saw the t shirt, they went "oh my goodness SHINee!" and said "I like this member" "no, he's better" "I think he is cuter lah" "no he's my favourite"...the sort of topics you can extract while spazzing. (:

did I tell that I named my staplers Romeo and Juliette? because Juliette is one of my favourite SHINee songs and Romeo+Juliette is another song. plus, isn't Romeo and Juliet one of the greatest love stories of all? not the super cheesy ones? but then I'd feel like a babysitter, cause I keep saying "oh, I left Romeo and Juliette in class because they want to spend quality time together." Ying Chao...Ying Chao, oh yeah she knows. she thinks I'm crazy and narcissistic. but, we're still awesome good friends (:

I watched Cerberus yesterday and it's a little scary :/ oh, and speaking of that, yesterday during assembly there was a Chinese opera performance. so I sat beside awesome lab partner and we were doing funny stuff. like wind speed, dusting, dirt accumulated on air molecules, and a nasty move.

I'm not giving up, because it's part of my strength. so long as I see; I feel. I'm going to use every ounce of my strength to find; what I've wanted to find. for now, I'll use an important item in my life, so that I breathe and feel, and think.

all the Indonesian sinetrons always have "gue sayang sama kamu." or "gue sayang sama loe" or "aku sayang sama kamu.". so I shall scream this out, so that the person will hear me. cause I LOVE YOU. and by the way, almost EVERYONE has an imaginary boyfriend! wth~. (:

Ozy IC3 is performing Doy by Kangen Band. I like his rendition (:

I saw this photo that made me LAUGH like someone that's crazy. then I thought, eh, is it photoshopped? then I thought, maybe, maybe not. oh I don't know, I'm still laughing like CRAZY. (:

oh yeah yeah, a number of people have been asking me about SHINee's domino effect because I wrote that on my homework file [the one people said I vandalized, (: ], so I put a pic that I found @ copycatmemory.blogspot.com . I repeat, CREDITS TO copycatmemory.blogspot.com :


and this is Minho dancing @Hello Baby!


forgot, Onew dancing @Hello Baby (:


as I said, it's just rantings, so each paragraph is a different thing. take for example, how on earth are staplers related to Greek mythology?
okay, I have to do something important. 4 kali lipat (: