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so many nights I wonder why;
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so many nights I wonder why;
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Peterpan, The Titans, Sheila On 7, Backstreet Boys, Vierra, Andra and The Backbone, SHINee, ZE:A and quite recently Co-Ed. OG10, 11SH20 and NJMD-MLDDS. Something is definitely wrong when life ain’t a roller coaster. Replay. Days
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Friday, July 16, 2010 LISTEN UP LISTEN UP... SHINee's new album is called Lucifer. nice name, but there's going to be a bit of controversy! anyways. wonderful! (((: SHINEE'S NEW MV CAME OUT ALREADY!! 1. Taemin's look was MUCH better in the ending. 2. Minho's freaking hot, as usual -.- 3. Jonghyun's so wow! WOW! :D 4. I was a bit shocked about Key's hair at first, but it kinda worked here! 5. Onew looks SO SO DIFFERENT :D conclusion : I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE FULL MV. super excited!! ((: _____________________________________________________ BIG BANG - HARU HARU (DAY BY DAY) I really really love this song. btw, yesterday I thought I wouldn't be able to go back home with my Onew but because of some miracle, (: I managed to! but the trip was super short, what, 30 minutes only?!? sigh this is what happens when Prelims are coming and O Levels' coming too. oh wait that means I'd better go and mug. BUT ANYWAY, give me a break first! anyways, I showed her the SHINee medley that was really really nice. [I liked Ready Or Not (: ] and listened to 4minute's HuH (Hit Your Heart). actually I also had a lot of tuition homework, same as her (: bet she hasn't seen SHINee's new teaser yet. I'm sure she will LOVE it (: OH, THANK YOU KEY for ordering Version A and the Onew file :D I must really watch my feelings because in this period, it's the same as the reaction between sodium and any acid. example, sulphuric acid. an immediate reaction occurs, and there's nothing to turn it back. but then, some feelings are just common sense, while others are just pure amplification. someone once told me that "when you have met someone that has made you happy, never let go." but as another person said, what if Y grabs hold, and really, really doesn't and cannot let go? it is then wiser to let go instead of walking around with a person hanging on Y's chains. it is better to treasure that "person who has made you happy" and life will be a bed of roses. and that way, we reflect and improve ourselves, and for some special cases restrain ourselves. It is not only fate, to give up again and again _____________________________________________________________ "it is these small, minor or major problems that make a friendship grow stronger, right?" "I didn't expect to start crying when I turned on the computer tonight." "during Mother Tongue, cause I was so bored, I just wrote this on my foolscap paper." these are some of the quotes that I think is quite memorable. maybe I'll just lie low for a while and be independent. I'll go myself, and each time at that place, I'll be alone for now. 3 chairs empty, one chair full. with books and things and my blueish best friend staring at me...it's time to be independent. someone once told me that. so now, I will walk the path alone until I feel that time is of the right frame of mind. at the same time, I'll improve my English, which of course is a good thing :D but yes, alone there I go. build my own boat and sail it alone. I don't want to be a burden to other people, and affect other feelings just because of my selfish reactions and opinions. it has happened so many times, one time very recently, and now I just sit and think, why the bloody heck did I do such a thing. time can heal all wounds, and I'm putting faith in that quote. this self-inflicted wound, I want to heal by myself. no one is to blame for it. I have been pulling a corpse around, as a result of my actions, dragging it around with a rope that might fray anytime. rather than carry on the journey, I would rather cut the rope, and give the corpse a proper burial, with tombstone and flowers. then... after that it's all simply up to fate. now I'll rest and wake up to a brand new day, on a brand new journey. somehow, I hope it will work. shut off from a necessity, staring at words, working my heart and brain off. mian haeyo;
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