I've decided to blog again today cause I felt like I had a open-your-eyes moment thingy today. feeling super sleepy but never mind.

there's this person that I wanna give thanks from the bottom of my heart. I don't really mention her in my blog (eh wait I think a couple of times) but anyways. yup it's a damn HER. maybe she won't read my post, but when she does I hope she will understand how much she means to me.

I think we met each other at SFI, through the shoutbox? it was quite some time ago but then when we started out as acquaintances it was just mere spazzing about Kpop and how SHINee is ultra fabulous in my life. about how hot/cute/handsome/awesome a Kpop idol was, and our biases in Kpop groups and our own groups that we like. we both like different things, but as they say, opposites attract.

then somehow we became close friends and somehow, it was that point where we are simply free to express our feelings, and provide listening ears to one another. I'd just show her all the nice things that I have, like for example the Key birthday stand that I recently made (: and sometimes I'd just randomly rant things out to her. this person, is really very special. she was there for me ALL the time, and I really mean ALL the time. though we only contact each other by sms but she will always reply no matter how busy she was.

when I was down, she was there, providing a listening ear, comforting me and inducing positive thoughts into me. it was really helpful especially during the exam periods and all those rollercoaster problems I had with friends and other people.

when I was really happy, she'd bask in the happiness with me, and jump with joy with me as well.

when I was angry (and there was one time where I was extremely angry with someone), she would try to calm me down so that I won't explode like a volcano with the cone blasted off forming a caldera. and it works all the time.

somehow, she gave me a new found motivation to think positively in life. she was a friend that was really unique from all the others. ever since we've been friends I've been strayed, diverted (whatever it's called) from the dark and destructive past that I had. I'd say, a rainbow in the middle of dark clouds. it was as though there was a new ray of hope in life. and I've learnt to treasure life and the positive things about it thanks to her. I'll safely say that she is like a Cassiopeia in the sky, standing out from the rest. (and also, HINT HINT* )

I don't really have this much gratitude for anyone except for my parents, family and a couple of friends. just a couple or two. and I am not being biased, please... this is all just the truth based from my perspective, from how I view things.

this person, is none other than my wonderful, awesome, super fantastic, brilliant YOOHEE HOOBAE. hoobaenim, I'm not sure if you do read my blog but I want you to know that thank you so so SO much for being there and for providing me a chance to start anew (even though you might not realize it). this year's my O levels and next year's yours right? (: I'm going to push on, persevere and work hard for myself, my parents and family, and the # group, and for YOU as well. I can see the amount of faith and belief that you put in your sunbae and I'm really honestly touched. and with this in mind as my motivation, I'm going to get my freaking 6 POINTSfor O Levels or if can't at least a 7. thank you SO much for just everything, honestly. saranghamnida :D