Ok.

To sum up everything... Weirdly amazing. Oh, and superbly tiring too, but hey, so far it's ok. I hope (:
this whole week was non-stop training! Not literally 24/7 training, but I have training every single day from Monday to today... And it's going to continue. Though it may be tiring but I LOVE IT.

GOLD WITH HONOURS, we can do it! Jiayou awesome people, you know who you are! ((: let's show that we deserve this, that our hard work and sweat blood tears, every single drop of them is worth it. And I love every single member of this family because this family, is really special and one of a kind. Something that has helped me be sane and keep calm cool and collected. I love Sara's beautiful composition, I love the song costume choreography steps formation props EVERYTHING. Tuesday and Thursday!

Anyways, Thursday was SHINee Jonghyun oppa's 21st birthday! it would be the norm to post a birthday card but really, schedule is too hectic to the extend that when I lie down being idle, I'll feel this weird pang of guilt. So I've no choice but to just post like this... And happy birthday to Co-Ed's Chanmi unnie, I miss your short blonde hair especially in Bbiribbom Bbaeribbom! :/

confusion.
When I look at the eyes, momentarily stunned; captured by enchantment.
Flawless were the hands,
the transition from a step... to another step.

it was not the beginning yet, when it came,
the era and break of dawn.
and existence of the sacred heart was
unfamiliar.

But wait, see the traffic lights in the night...

drawn together with two invisible bonds,
the forces unknown,
unexpected,
unaware by the speed.
Is love the mere building of a wall with bricks and cement, the mere special meeting, a mere
Emotion?

confusion.
As the choice to make
ended up in a crossroad to take.

The one to catch
or the one to be seen?
will there be a time where everything would just
STOP
and the beauty, oh so mesmerizing.
is it possible, that something would happen, away, away...

let the hourglass invert,
grapes soaked in acid and flesh,
with themes of
Infatuation.