hello;
so many nights I wonder why;
hello;
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so many nights I wonder why;
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Peterpan, The Titans, Sheila On 7, Backstreet Boys, Vierra, Andra and The Backbone, SHINee, ZE:A and quite recently Co-Ed. OG10, 11SH20 and NJMD-MLDDS. Something is definitely wrong when life ain’t a roller coaster. Replay. Days
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 yesterday, because of the allergy I went to see the doctor because I couldn't contorl anymore and I just kept scratching non-stop. then after a LONG WAIT, it was our turn and the doctor suspected it was a food allergy or a drug allergy because of the Ramly burger and the antibiotics that I got...so now he says to take the NEW medicine he's given me. also, I got an INJECTION to treat the allergy which works! so today for "safety precautions" my mum said don't go for french. haha(: and went back home with Anita again! and I suggested getting lost again because the 61 bus was coming but she firmly said "no!" the new edition of THE NORTHLANDER! is staring back at me. along with 2 handphones, one thumbdrive, 3 old Angels and Demons tickets, an unsharpened pencil and pen, 2 cables and a laptop. oh that reminds me I have to reply Sarah tan and 2 other people. and get the MU stuff and get a better bigger box for the letters! I'm falling asleep. I can't hold on anymore. everyday, I just feel pain, or PERIH everyday. and I felt so guilty. why; because I hurted those that were never meant to be hurt, and now those hurt won't talk to me anymore. sometimes I would chalk up an apology, but the words never seem to come out. we never talked to each other ever again since that day. we only smiled to each other, said Hello. but in means of conversing, we didn't. I wanted your forgiveness because until now I still feel like I'd never be forgiven. and it really hurts if I found out that due to my actions, I lost friends that I really hoped would soon be close friends. I know this might not be read by the right person, (although someday I do hope.) that I'M SORRY, and living with this pain and remorse everyday, trying to find inner strength but this incident just crashes everything and takes me back to the first shard.
â–º Ready Or Not Tuesday, July 14, 2009 /
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