I sometimes think people blog stuff under the title "out of control". like me, long time ago, but I shall not talk about it, since that scar still sticks on my hand. maybe eh, I'm not alone. all the 'omg I hate this person because lalala.'

stress, you destroyed us, blast it. screw you, damn you, CONdemn you. swear swear swear words.

but, I used to believe that school life is the usual, come learn byebye. until I scrape scrape a bit, whoa. oh well, that reminds me of that colourful highlighters.

Ms Lin told me, "You can't please everyone." so, even if people talk bad about me, I have to don't care. and she also said I lack self-confidence, just like milly (: which of course it's true...but surprisingly, I like it this way, helps to control myself.

and I sound like a kindergarden kid.

aah, I want to talk to Fairuz mann. and Ashikin too (: