firstly, before I divulge into anything, further,
I WANT THE SHINEE MEXICANA DIARY.

my new hp wallpaper is of Minho kissing Yoogeun! so now at home I have to turn the phone upside down if not I'll most probably get roasted, skinned alive or blasted upside down, or get killed. but they're really adorable. and Jeya made a comment that was really, unbelievable but actually quite so true (;

okay. friday saturday sunday. hm, Mazeltov by ZE:A is quite nice (: I love the music video also, although a bit the bland to me. but the rhythm, melody, especially the parts where there were no vocals, awesome. and the friday saturday sunday thing is quite addictive and it's now stuck in my head.

speaking of friday saturday sunday, friday was the start of THE BANGING FEST! yes, it's a newly created festival specially to dedicate to milly, who is presumed dead. and it lasts for so I go banging my head onto things around me. on Day 1, I did 6 pillars, 2 railings, 1 door, 2times10 calculators, 1times3 tables and my handphone.
DAY2! a Dangerous Book for Boys book, a basin, a computer speaker, 1 more door and an Asterix and Obelix book. well, my aim is to just, remember milly because she's missing, gone, somewhere.

friday was horrible. although I got cheered up by the wallie, but I still felt down in the dumps. I still felt in the blue; I'm spiralling down the route of EMO again. I don't know what to know, cause I just feel like giving up. don't really see the justice in everyday events around me; why does it have to happen? I'm fighting a battle, emotionally. it's like a battlefield, and every now and then a cannon would blast off and my head would hurt. side note: my head did go swollen after the 1st day of the festivities, and I had a headache. and today it was bigger.

urgh, I'm just going to fall down and not come up. maybe tomorrow during the EXPO trip I'll cheer up slightly. can see all my wonderful madrasah friends and send stuff from phone to phone.

oh I don't know. it's either fight, or flight. show, or not show. reveal, or keep quiet. unleash, or chained. trap, or be trapped, vanish, or stand out.

wished it could be a dream. but OUCH, I pinch, and everything's the same.

btw, Baby Yoogeun is SOO ADORABLE! <3 he's darn cute. he's PRINCE YOOGEUN. I love in APPAAAAAAAA~ call on Episode 4 of Hello Baby! and that's my alarm clock ringtone (: it's like Sarah Tan loving that young Japanese prince that she posted a pic of but I can't remember.