dear CW oppa,

it has been 16 months since I've seen you, or rather talked to you, oppa. the last time was an email that you sent to me. well since then I've replied to that email quite alot but I haven't been getting replies for the time being...but I believe that's because you are busy, eh? (: I understand, I am also busy, oppa...I have a major exam this year and study is the most important thing!

I hope you like the birthday card that I gave you oppa. personally, I really liked the design. why I chose orange still remains a mystery, but well I guess it's because the colour combination is much better that way then.

I was reading through our online conversations and the emails that you sent...ah oppa, when I see them my heart starts beating again... I missed you too. ): you know oppa, when I am down and sad, somehow when I think of you I become happy again. sometimes I cry because I miss you really badly, sometimes I cry also because I will be thinking of all the sweet and happy memories that we had. and then I think of this particular star outside my window.

yes, apparently oppa, there is this little SHINing star outside my window that I always see every night when I gaze out. then I look, and stare and think of you...how are you there? I hope everything is perfectly alright and fine, and I also hope that you're happy, eh? and I really really hope you don't forget me. haha it's supposedly bedtime but I do not want to sleep oppa, my eyes can't shut. (:

I know you wanted to go to university right and pursue your Polish studies? wow when I saw that I just went :O because I never knew you could speak Polish! that's really :D now come to think of it, maybe I was a little childish and rude during those days. but oppa, I've grown up already, trust me! oppa if you come to school then you can see! (:

I like chocolate alot oppa. (: that was random. haha oppa, I think you're very sweet and awesome. cause you are my pooh bear, ne? (: AH OPPA. I forgot to do something...and I have to go now! ): okay oppa. take care oppa, I miss you and saranghaeyo...(: