1. I initially wanted to buy another SHINee file from Comic Connections to replace the damaged one that I have, but ended up buying a ZE:A file that is REALLY nice! :D
2. I LOVE ZE:A's new concept about the racers. cause Dongjun looks SO DIFFERENT, and Kevin and Junyoung. but the pic's a little small, can't see Kwanghee, who's the member that I really like with Dongjun!
3. THIS ONE MADE ME GO EXCITED, really excited and I couldn't breathe. MINHO'S NEW HAIR ROCKS CAN! I can't wait to show Taemin and Onew. I mean the ones in my school lah. and I love Taemin's hair! tp said tomorrow they are going to release the details for the comeback tomorrow and I CAN'T WAIT. :D
4. ZE:A comeback coming soon! sigh I must save up money...and pay for the Onew file also.
5. but I have to CONCENTRATE on my studies. THAT, is a real challenge. but with the motivation and advice of people that care, example...(:
6. my JONGHYUN cannot wait for SHINee's new single. cause she's been charmed by Ring Ding Dong :D yup, I got a Jonghyun. (:
7. kamsa hamnida to my HOOBAE because she always gives me motivation. oh, I'm going to tell her about the SHINee and ZE:A comeback thingy (:
8. KCB is on now on RCTI. (:
9. I have to do a LOT of things today and tomorrow and the weeks onwards.
10. I have a worry, that is really worrying. I need help.

but why, does, at times, all it takes is a little scratch,
that goes a long way - and in the end there's a gaping hole?
well, this world is really full of twists, scandals, turns, betrayals, changing personalities, miracles, disappoinments, and more than that. and sometimes, when we can't catch up, all hell breaks loose.

sigh apparently I was wondering about life, and just basically everything after something struck through my mind. it was really sad, and disappointing, such that not even Haru Haru can cure this wound. sometimes it is best to leave fate and destiny to work their stuff and as for us, leave it to The One, and just let go. of course, not to an extent that we become super lazy and just don't care about anything.

by the way, although I already typed a post about my hoobae but DAMN, she's awesome! and thank you for the note, it was sweet (: kamsa hamnida! (: my Onew said that she and Key oppa is currently building 21st century armour so that I won't get injured again. especially after the Batam trip where I got 3 cuts, knee pain and bashed my hip!

Monday is going to be the start of a warpath, and unfortunately there will be victims along the way, (but I hope not.) the start of letting the inner fire, the start of just showing that dumb people aren't that dumb. and, the start of a new beginning (:

I recently came back from Batam (: could say it was good I suppose, if not for the fact that I keep worrying about Prelims 2 and O Levels and my uncompleted homework -.- but anyways. I didn't get a new pair of shoes/sandals/flats/slippers/footwear, which was one of my objectives there, and neither did I managed to check out the new Detective Conan comics (or whether there WERE any in the first place) but I did get my new The Titans CD :D and Ketika Cinta Bertasbih + Ketika Cinta Bertasbih 2 !

I even got a Korean pop magazine which came with a free DVD (that somehow doesn't work in my com because the Bonamana MV and Tell Me Goodbye MV hanged.) wells. but the contents were really interesting, especially the interview with ZE:A and FT Island. and the printing quality, I really like ^_^

but it was really nice when my hoobae replied (: after a long journey, even though the content of the sms was short, but it was really nice. (:
OOH AND BY THE WAY my TP smsed me and said that she got the file already. kamsa hamnida! (:

We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say
Don't go that way

I love Demi Lovato's Remember December. (:

haven't we been on a roller coaster ride. high maximum points, our breaths we just held, waiting for the moment to be over. when our emotions were sky high, rocketing above any humane levels. the euphoria, it wasn't of a limit to a simple cauldron brewed in any ordinary Potions lesson. and then there were the downs, when our hearts sank and tears were on the brink of appearing. we'd thought it'd be prolonged.

okay this is just a random ranting that actually has meaning.

today there were some memorable quotes.
"your shining SHINee bling studs (:" ~HOOBAE :D

"16 days to SHINee's comeback!"
"HUH REALLY? what's the day now?!?" ~TP (:

"sometimes we have to act how people want us to act, and sometimes we have to act the way people stereotype us, and sometimes we just want to scream and break out." ~this is from me. (:

"for 5 seconds I have hope that I was as tall as you! damn it." ~this is from me too, to Jes. ;)

"so how now? he's good right? he's funny right? he's nice right?" ~Bling Bling, HAHA :P

"you've grown shorter!"
"NO HOW DARE YOU INSULT ME."
"oh then I must be growing taller!" ~Bling Bling again (:


okay I'm going to charge my MP4 and complete the Physics paper thingy. urgh, insomnia.

(:

HOOBAE! :D
okay today I'm going to type a post for YOU. (: well basically is to express my million thanks for being an awesome, fantasticelastic hoobae. ((:

1. I can just sms ANYTIME or contact you and I'll definitely get a reply or respond or whatever. so all those happy moments and memories that I have at school at home, I can just share with you with the feeling that I know that you DO care and will share the joy with me also, even though you might be tired or stressed or whatever.

2. when I'm down, I can turn to you because I know you care and I know you're an awesome listening ear, where I can just scream out my problem and you'd still listen, no matter how upset or angry I am. for example, just now (: and you will give sound and appropriate advice to me. that is something that I'm really grateful about. no matter how pissed off or how stressed, you are always there.

3. I can talk about ANYTHING under the sun...with you, hoobae! not only about SHINee but how blue really suits my room. (lol :P) or how sometimes I will get really frustrated about something, or about my ideal guy. I did told you that didn't I? (: no matter how ridiculous the issue is, you'll still provide your opinion about it. which I like. (:

4. there's SO MANY AWESOME THINGS about you. like you're really optimistic! to me. and I remember you sent a really nice sms saying thank you to me which I still keep, and the drawing/writing of the Kpop groups! [eh you missed MBLAQ. but still. (: ] and you teach me loads of stuff like new Korean words and the latest gossip about whoever, like I think the time when you told me that Zuno was coming here, or about the SEA Awards...damn, you are a REALLY AWESOME friend and hoobae. and I'm so glad, and blessed to have met you via SFI. kamsa hamnida, for being a really, great A.Mi.Go. :D

and for you, here's something...

I KNOW YOU LIKE DBSK. so here's a picture of them for you! SM Town daebak :D

I'm looking at my one week best friend on the floor and then it dawned on me that I have to let go from tomorrow onwards. luckily I took some photos of the memories that we had (: but still. sigh, my heart's sinking just thinking of it. ): oh wells. there were many nice memories we had together, didn't we? and with the photobook that Tan and I split. especially the time when I freaked out because vines don't grow vertically in the air but they grow attached with the tree. and the time when Gee NEARLY became Glee. but I saved it. -.- goodbye :/

damn I wish there's a giant bottle of motivation + energy + brainpower juice in my cabinet. and a giant straw. damn damn damn, bloody - .I really need to move on and focus more, and not get paranoid by this particular thought of mine. ~touch wood~ but I'm feeling and reething.

damn it.

생일축하합니다 to my awesome fantasticelastic brilliant wonderful 온유 (Onew), also know as my 쌍둥이 [TWIN(:] !!!

Happy sweet sixteenth to you! (: yup I know it's a little too late to say this cause it's like 10 plus now. but anyway. did you get loads of presents? well, your present is like rotting away in my room and collecting dust! (eh but I clean it everyday.) you have been an awesome friend to me and when I'm down you're always there, especially during the Physics test thingy. I was really touched when you called that time. and I LOVE YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT! (: I really love the Minho photo collage that you gave me! I'm really really proud of what you have achieved so far and I'm really grateful and thankful for what you have done for me. eh you're also damn pro okay. 9 for L1R5 :D yay (: you cheered me up like TONS of times. and you're always there for me!(eh wait I think I repeated that already.)

사랑해요 ! as your twin and Minho, I love you! (: [and our dear Flaming Charisma loves you too (: ]

bloody -. I am damn pissed off, damn stressed. white hair is going to spread all over my scalp. but the stress is close to 90% - now I have to reshuffle the puzzle pieces that has been carefully structured. PLUS, wait for a star to drop from the sky. and there's a sky high chance that I won't really enjoy my World Cup tomorrow.

damn it.

what I just laughed at this video. and then I remembered back when I was in primary school, Denise would say these 7 bad words that I thought was really, clever back then (: too bad I forgot what those words were.

okayy..World Cup is TOMORROW! (((:
and so is my twin's birthday (:. her birthday gift is rotting away and slowly starting to be filled with dust! I'm sure she's going to be shocked on what I'm going to give to her. (:

I took all these pictures from weareshining.wordpress.com .
anyway, today's post, I'm going to post some of my favourite SHINee pictures from my "collection." (:


ah, the eyes! :D I love them. (:


I like Jonghyun's look here, it's quite cute. (:


this is one of the early pics they took. and I like Minho's look here :D AND THE SMILE.


oh my giddy ONEW AND HIS CHICKEN. (:


aww isn't Taemin our adorable maknae, cute here? (:

I took all these pictures from weareshining.wordpress.com . (:

ZE:A - ALL DAY
My love is gone....이젠 널.... 잊을래

너를 잊어, 잊어버려. 너를 지워, 지워버려.
너를 잊어, 잊어버려. 너를 지워, 지워버려.

너를 사랑한게 너무나도 후회가 돼, 왜 나만 이렇게도 아파하는지,
내 모든 걸 다 준게 후회가 돼, 니가 미워져 미워져 날 떠나가지마.

빌 어먹을 그대가 지워지지 않아. 빌어먹을 니 모습 자꾸 떠올라.
빌어먹을 눈물이 마르지 않아. 바보같이 니 생각만 해. 하루종일
빌어먹을, 내 삶에 그댄 전부가 되었지, 바로 오늘, 내 손에 너와 함께한 추억에,
찢겨진 사진을 보며 눈물 흘려도 그대는 저 멀리 가네, 날 두고 떠나버렸네.

모든 걸 지워버려, 모든 걸 잊어버려, 나의 맘 속에 널 고이 묻어버려.
나 바보같이 너만 사랑한만큼, 내 걱정은 하지말고 Baby, go and live your life.

너 를 사랑한게 너무나도 후회가 돼, 왜 나만 이렇게도 아파하는지,
내 모든 걸 다 준게 후회가 돼, 니가 미워져 미워져 날 떠나가지마.
빌어먹을 그대가 지워지지 않아. 빌어먹을 니 모습 자꾸 떠올라.
빌어먹을 눈물이 마르지 않아. 바보같이 니 생각만 해. 하루종일

그대는 지금 어디에 뭘하고 있는지, 그대는 지금 잘 살고 있는지,
내가 아니라도 행복하게 해줄 사람은 많은데 왜 나만 이렇게 아픈지.

내 맘은 아직도 그댈 원해. I'm still in your luv.
내 맘은 아직도 사랑해. You're still in ma mind.
내 맘은 아직도 그댈 원해. You're still in ma heart.
혼자 남겨져 이렇게 울고만 있어.

너를 사랑한게 너무나도 후회가 돼, 왜 나만 이렇게도 아파하는지,
내 모든 걸 다 준게 후회가 돼, 니가 미워져 미워져 날 떠나가지마.
빌어먹을 그대가 지워지지 않아. 빌어먹을 니 모습 자꾸 떠올라.
빌어먹을 눈물이 마르지 않아. 바보같이 니 생각만 해. 하루종일

너를 잊어, 잊어버려. 너를 지워, 지워버려.
너를 잊어, 잊어버려. 너를 지워, 지워버려.


바보같이 하루종일....

translation can be found here :
http://whitecupidwithwings.blogspot.com/2010/03/zea-all-day-lyricromajihangultranslatio.html