for even though this link may be forbidden;
but I'll come and try to save
the friend trapped within inside.

for even when the guard refuses entry into the compound,
but I'll find the hidden passageways
and rescue the friend that longs for the freedom to sunshine.

confusion and conflict; I don't know what to do.
I've been turned away from the shop,
prevented from the object I most desire, the one that has caught my eyes.
but fear flames in the eyes
why?
apparently links that might be as soft as
raffia strings
can't seem to be broken, NO, not even with the strongest pair of scissors.

the battle in my head is not over,
and I can't let it possess me. for it will bring heavy damage,
a portal to doom and destruction.
NO
should I rescue that friend then?

questions to self, to ponder, to wonder.
but what if, the capacity can't be maintained?

at the end, the only way is to
sacrifice.
even though it may cut a piece of the heart
that is already hurt,
but in the light that gloom is a necessity;

so be it.