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Peterpan, The Titans, Sheila On 7, Backstreet Boys, Vierra, Andra and The Backbone, SHINee, ZE:A and quite recently Co-Ed. OG10, 11SH20 and NJMD-MLDDS. Something is definitely wrong when life ain’t a roller coaster. Replay. Days
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week 60 ends.
Thursday, May 5, 2011 fine, there was lecture tests assignment quizzes and a whole load of crap that happened... so I shall take a breather and try to go through everything with a positive, high mind. because it'll get worse and I trust myself. I hope. because well, heart has been cheating me for the past couple of weeks. for example, I told myself, from the deepest chasms of my heart, please, don't cry. just try to close the tap. but I couldn't, I just had to wear the heart on my sleeves. it's really not good because... I don't know. I just feel like it. continuation: lecture tests assignment quizzes extra homework makeup sessions CCA lost friends stressed out life exploded mind STRESS STRESS STRESS. khali khali khali. everything is just spinning like the planets rotation in the Solar System and it's simply a huge mass of blurred colours and... I don't know. I really DON'T KNOW. I can't control, it's difficult to just grab the problem by its hands and just shake it by its shoulders, telling it to behave. because too much things have been going on, especially the part 2 weeks. it's been a break from poetic transcriptions and codenames, substitutions, cipherations, treasure chests and lost keys. because I am tired. I want a break, and I want to just talk to one person ONLY. this one person whom, I don't know. I still don't know what's going on, I thought something would happen but... again, I don't know what on earth is going on. standing on 2 feet itself is a chore by itself and it's just too much. some time alone, for self-reflection. for ranting. for screaming and just venting what is in mind. for curahan hati sessions.
â–º Ready Or Not Thursday, May 5, 2011 /
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