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so many nights I wonder why;
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so many nights I wonder why;
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Peterpan, The Titans, Sheila On 7, Backstreet Boys, Vierra, Andra and The Backbone, SHINee, ZE:A and quite recently Co-Ed. OG10, 11SH20 and NJMD-MLDDS. Something is definitely wrong when life ain’t a roller coaster. Replay. Days
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Friday, July 23, 2010 have I ever said how much I love SHINee's Lucifer MV? :D and the number of times I watch the video is MUCH MUCH more than any SHINee MV. not even Ring Ding Dong. oh damn anyways. I'm feeling joy in something that I usually don't feel joy in, or very little. in contrast, the thing that's suppose to make me happy brought about the exact opposite outcome. and I said, "this is a wonderful example of change." it's hard for me at first, but towards the end of the day I'm starting to adapt, and literally go-with-the-flow. it is hard to adapt to change at first. but if this is what is going to be good for me in the future, then so be it. and come to think of it, this new change has brought about positive outcomes. like positive influences and a higher sense of motivation to do things, and a higher sense of gratefulness. I am thankful. my Jonghyun's really awesome by the way. 1. NEVER NEVER fails to cheer me up. even though someone can make me really sad for the day but I know in some way or another I'll get my smile back. 2. is an awesome friend; really really awesome. she helps others, and really shows care and concern. and she's there always. 3. helps me in my studies. sometimes when I'm stuck, she will help me. 4. rather than searching a solution for my problems, she makes me learn to go and find myself so that I become independent and not dependent on others. DIY in other words. 5. LOVES JONGHYUN like there's no tomorrow. she thinks the scene where Jonghyun's in the car in the Lucifer MV is freaking hot...which apparently I seem to agree with! and I know my Key has potential. I know she does because I can see it. everything's there, just the ability to use these character values wisely and to their maximum potential! I have faith in my Key and I really believe that she can do it. sometimes I wonder why I write about all these random things, especially about my SHINeefamily [term coined by my HOOBAE (: ]. but there's a reason; because these things have a connection with the events during the week of during that particular day in which I posted stuff. and it is normally something that is big, or affects me. I've finally, finally learned to not be bothered by the criticisms that other people make (and yes, I've found quite good examples that if this was an SEQ question and I provide these examples I think it will ricochet off A1.), especially after counselling. now I can SHUT THEM OFF! it is all a matter of simple filing cabinets and yellow folders containing memories, thoughts, and equations as well as facts and information. there are some moments where I am just one dust particle close from saying stfu or fo. to people somemore. ah well, I don't think it's enough in some extreme cases...oh who cares anyway. I am not going to barricade my personality by some stupid thoughts or words, I'm going to let it shine. I no longer care, I am just going to machine gun everything away. (by the way the everything does not mean EVERYTHING! I use it for a particular group of things that I can't really describe it here.) nothing's going to stop. my dream is to see the willow finally grow, and stand straight, tall. one more thought : let's call another group of things that I am about to refer in this paragraph as gold coins. and these are mine. obviously if someone steals, or makes a dent, or melt them to recast them into new, more value coins, I'll be pretty mad and pissed off. and I will try to defend. to some people, this is too much and over the top but who the bloody damn cares lah please. thiefs, vandals, robbers, people-that-make-damage, JUST STOP and get away! don't ruin the gold coins! okay, here's the end. the paragraphs sound like someone that's really a little, over-there. but by using a little inference, the meaning's clear. obviously if the skills are not there then go read the SS textbook. “Blinding ignorance does mislead us. O! Wretched mortals, open your eyes!”
â–º Ready Or Not Friday, July 23, 2010 /
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