Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too.

—Lemony Snicket

oh by the way, just now I saw America's Got Talent, Season 5 at Channel 5 and saw this guy, freaking AWESOME.



but still, I'm stuck with this attitude for now. bl, bs. urgh, b*tch. sorry.

2AM - I Did Wrong

image taken by bethelightofthedark.tumblr.com .

must we end this way? what is wrong in our friendship, such that every single day I have to endure really stupid reactions and tears filled with disappointment?
do I have to break the ribbon, say it's over? because we're not the same as last time. I feel so alone, when we're around, it's like I might as well not be there. there's no difference. I want to just be accepted for WHO I am, not merely the exterior image that I display. I want to go one step further but I can't, I really can't!
I have to turn away right now, because it's really too late. I can't bear all the pain and scratches done to me and my feelings. worse, mainly by the same person.

It’s too late 다시한번 말해,
It’s too late 내앞에서 꺼져.

I've had enough.

happy birthday to Hyungshik oppa of ZE:A! saengil chukha hamnida!(:

decided to do a picture spam, though I'm really tired... watching Labu Labi at the same time, lol :P


I watched someone's cover of SHINee Hello and it was really GOOD :D so then I listened and watched the video and managed to figure all the notes! decided to write them on a book so that I won't forget (:


let's get started with some, Co-Ed pics! as promised I'm not going to put one, but TWO pictures of Co-Ed's maknae, Sungmin! this is during Bbiribbom Bbaeribbom MV, the Co-Ed MV that I MOST LIKE because of the song + MV concept. he's adorable in the photo! XD and I'd love to get the bear.


another pic of Sungmin oppa! fine sure he might look like dao or something, but when I first saw this pic, it was instant love ((:


my bias in Co-Ed, NOORI! :D started liking him in the Bbiribbom Bbaeribbom MV (: Idk, cause he really stands out? and I heard that he is a really sweet guy, think I saw one photo where he help Hyewon with her hair :D okay, this photo is kinda obscured...


...but, here's Noori oppa! I think he's very charismatic too (:


Wise Taewoon oppa, OMGOODNESS he seriously is freaking cute in the Bbiribbom Bbaeribbom MV, someday I'll post the MV yeah. (: I LOVE the part where he acts like a kukubandungbananahead in the beginning...


ZE:A! I'd love them to wear hanbok again, cause all of them look so adorable!! (: especially Dongjun, the maknae and one of my biases :D haha, it's like as though I've got something about maknaes?


2nd photo of my awesome ZE:A oppas :D again, I think Dongjun looks adorable, but so does Kwanghee oppa!


SHINee! saranghaeyo~ okay, fangirling one side. I really like this look, especially Key, he looks so PRO! and I also like the red coloured stuffed toy that Taemin and Minho are holding. (: wow I really like this look... that's why, Onew, you better cut your hair!


like my #Onew, extremely adorable. right? (:


Hello Hello, 나름대로 용길 냈어요 / Hello Hello, 잠시얘기 할래요 ((: I LOVE THE MV, so sweet!


it's small but WHO CARES? Jonghyun looks really nice and cute here. dinosaur mah (: his vocals are really really good, and he has a large vocal range... I like! can play the guitar too! not that I'm advertising him here, I just like people with musical backgrounds...(:


reflected here: my fondness for bears, BIG BEARS especially. I saw the white bear at a shop at Ang Mo Kio! really love to have it for my next birthday... it's really CUTE! and it's beside my ultimate bias, MINHO ♥♥ then Kevin™ can have company!

okay, think that's all for now! not sure if I posted enough pictures though. aish. just now I went to play badminton + many altered versions of catching and chasing that made my legs super super heavy and tired. but it was worth it, because I finally managed to beat Priyanka 10-7 I think, but that's another story ;)

my new three Kpop biases (:

~onew.jonghyun.key.minho.taemin~
~junyoung.taehun.kevin.kwanghee.siwan.heechul.minwoo.hyungshik.dongjun~
~soomi.chanmi.hyewon.hyoyoung.sungmin.taewoon.noori.kangho.kwanghaeng.yoosung~

SHINee, ZE:A, Co-Ed.