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Peterpan, The Titans, Sheila On 7, Backstreet Boys, Vierra, Andra and The Backbone, SHINee, ZE:A and quite recently Co-Ed. OG10, 11SH20 and NJMD-MLDDS. Something is definitely wrong when life ain’t a roller coaster. Replay. Days
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tilly, milly.
Friday, January 14, 2011 so be the dawn of a new day, the mist on the glass, raindrops descending from heavenly skies. hemispheres crack, the core explodes, mantle melting. there was nothing wrong. but then came the newspaper GASP. she felt her heart in her mouth, a swarm of things in her stomach. no, she said, please don't... but it was fate. breathing heavily, mist camouflaged against the crowd, she stood alone, shivering in her fear, bearing the brute of the pain, trying her best to say. crystal was coming, and it came. colours swirled around her, the miasma of a rainbow, the epitome of failure. but all she could see was the black darkness. not even illuminated by the light of a small candle. "why?" wae, pourquoi, not even any language could express the scream that was muted by the cold hostile air. and all this time she thought she was good. accepted. at least, being loved. but no, obviously by the television, it was not like that. it was never meant to be that. blind, oblivious. couldn't see, couldn't hear, the 5 senses vanishing into nothingness. the fool, yes she was. a fool because shards of glass clouded her head, as she thought how stupid she was. a fool because she was eaten by a ferocious lion that was unlike Aslan. a fool to overestimate herself and conquer the world. a fool for getting deluded, slapped, betrayed, and hurt. a fool because she loved someone, but that love was fake. so be the red, crimson, dark vermillion. as she slowly reconciles with her true fate. silver pens and autumn leaves; lips tight as she wait for the moment; to feel free.
â–º Ready Or Not Friday, January 14, 2011 /
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