So for the past few days I've been having training and clocked up about 16hours of training which is really exhausting. Twirls and leaps, positioning.

But it's all for SYF YES :D

Though there's so many bruises gained, especially with an ugly one on my hip, and not to mention the cuts and blisters on my feet, but as the saying goes, no pain no gain.

When I first started, I had this cliché feeling of fear, the fear of not being able to fit it, or the fear of really being too strange such that people won't talk to you. But all those were wrong.

NJMD has given me lots of things that I'm really blessed to have. Maybe it's a blessing, something to relieve the pain I had been facing through during the last couple of months last year. Come to think of it, I think so (: anyways, I'm really happy to be part of the MD family - a family that works together, sticks together through thick and thin, put aside differences and always constantly seeks to improve ourselves, not only by improving individuals, but others as well. Though training is physically demanding, and quite tiring honestly, but somehow, without all those, it's as though something is missing from life. Very weird, they say.
I love you guys, every single one of you <3 thank you so so much for being a wonderful part in my life, and for giving me so many happy memories though it's only been one months since I joined. Thank you for all the times you have supported me, and showed me care and concern. RIGHT BACK AT YA :D

Let's get Gold with Honours for SYF, do our school and seniors proud, but also the most importantly : make ourselves proud of what we achieved. Because I feel that we have improved a lot since we started, or rather since I started. (: and Im really proud of what we have achieved, though I'm only a newcomer and all...

Being different doesn't mean that we can be one.
NJMD :D

my younger brother is being a bish. honest.
10 reasons why:

1. he wakes me up when I'm sleeping to guess what? help him with his homework. hello, think what, my JC life is so free? I need my rest too you know? common sense tells you not to disturb someone when they are sleeping, or has that not gone into your head yet huh?!

2. everytime he has a problem with comprehension, he'll ask me to read the ENTIRE comprehension then answer the question. it's really just a waste of time. and the passages can be up to 3 pages long (like what happened just now).

3. he bugs me EVERYTHING about football and spend like what, 75 dollars on one freaking Man U t shirt? I got a French national team one for 20 bucks and of the same quality! he'll go like "oh you know so-and-so? from so-and-so team?" I do NOT want to know anything else about football, though I'm a fan of Man U! btw, he stole my Man U poster too, bloody *******.

4. he crumpled my SHINee poster. now there's a freaking big crease on Taemin oppa's face.

5. he borrows my stuff without permission, and does NOT return them back until reminded. like my calculator and phone...

6. he plays with his own football EVERYWHERE, he kicks it everywhere and knocks some of my stuff which is extremely annoying. one time he kicked it at my butt, wth. bish bish bish.

7. he stalks me EVERYWHERE at times. when I need some time alone he will follow me EVERYWHERE, even to my room and the toilet. it's creepy and it honestly freaks me out. and I hate it when my privacy is invaded.

8. uses the com for HOURS, for what? to check football updates. and it's always ALWAYS when I want to do work. seriously, he can check the next day or he could have checked it earlier right?

9. I'm in the bathroom and he suddenly knocks on the door for NO apparent reason. then he will make drum beats. annoying times 2. very VERY annoying.

10. he uses tissues and leaves them EVERYWHERE! it's really disgusting! especially when he's sick? plus the fact that sometimes when I'm really annoyed at him, he hides my stuff and I have to waste an extra 10 minutes finding it. if not, everytime my grandma calls every night, although he's way nearer to the phone he'll ask me to answer, and I'll run over with my mouth full of food to answer the call. plus the fact then he'll read the newspaper, and leave it where it was and not put back. or the fact that he falls asleep on the sofa almost every single night on his homework and making a huge puddle of sweat on the sofa next morning. or the fact that when he does Isya' prayers, he'll go "give me some light" and I have to leave the light on even though I'm very sleepy and I need to sleep and when I fall asleep he won't bother to turn off my room light for me. or the fact that he falls asleep on my bed which I do NOT allow anyone elses to sleep unless I give permission. or the fact that he borrows my books, and never return. or the fact that he simply don't know when to use a dictionary, and when NOT to use a dictionary.

okay, so that's my rant. bish bish bish.

happy birthday to Jin Hyewon, Co-Ed School's one star vocalist and rapper! ~한별혜원~

due to time constraint and other stuff I don't really update this blog often, heh. still. (: p.s. omgoodness Yvonne how the heck do you write such long posts?!?

okay. (:
school's tiring. honest. it's like studying for O Levels every single day - it's really important to have constant revision (which reminds me, I have homework to do :P) if not we'll just lose ourselves in the sea of complex information and unfathomable equations, and we'll drown... which sooner or later we might not have the ability to get up. but it's fun, really. every single day, though tiring it may be, but I enjoy every single day to the max. unlike the past, I actually look forward going to school (but not because of the lessons puh-lease.)
11SH20! my awesome class with awesome friends ((: but I still miss my outrageously great OG10. :D my PW group is also cool cause I see the others every time except GP (except for one guy whom I share the exact schedule with) so yup yup!
and CCA is :D

okay enough about school for today. but it doesn't mean that today's post is ending! someone's birthday is tomorrow yay. and I saw ZE:A's new MV pics, it really reminds me of Hello MV setting, with all the shops and all. I really hope they can provide us with something fresh but doesn't really deviate from their main style. cause I'm used to seeing them in the Mazeltov-Level Up-All Day-ish kind of concept and it'll probably be hard and I'll take some time to digest a cute, prince-charming-like kind of concept. btw, B2ST's Shock Jap version MV is super cool and Yoseob still looks GORGEOUS but haha, my bias is Ki Kwang. (: I like Dalmatian's new concept, looks fresh and new... and Teen Top's Supa Luv remix, AWESOME TTM. ChunJi can SING, please go and see the Music Core perf of their remix!

I need to lose weight.

I hate the fact that despite constantly reminding people about basic stuff, it just gets forgotten. I'm not implying this to anyone, I'm just stating it as a matter of fact. but what's worse is that there's this person, who has given me a 'promotion' - from super good friend to stranger on the road. and that pisses me off to some extent, but disappoints me even more. and the regret of even starting this friendship sinks in even more. but hey, guess what, there's an increase in the drive to just do something nasty. I am no longer the person who has a red riding hood right beside her every single time, because I've grown.
they say that deleting someone from the heart is really hard, but in this case, it's as easy as writing the letter A.

I rather be friends with a nerd than a bitch.

happy birthday to Lee Soomi, Co-Ed School's 'smile-ing' leader! ~미소수미~



happy birthday to Lee Soomi, Co-Ed School's 'smile-ing' leader! ~미소수미~
happy birthday to Kang In Oh/Noori, Co-Ed School's 'balance-d' vocalist & rapper! ~가온누리~