I didn't get this, hype, bug, bite, virus, poison, whatever other definition, from any people. (cause honestly speaking I don't want to be a stupid old goat or kambing following anyone from the day they were born to their deaths.) I got it, by listening, slowly liking, then listen somemore, and felt that it was my taste.
I feel really pissed off, like as though I'm going to rip my hair off and extract my brain out.

can I scream? I'm like enemies with happiness. bad in the good.

really, is surface life better than the underground life? I don't see a f-ing difference between the two. put a CD on the table and under the table is like putting oxygen molecules on the table itself and under the table, nowadays. we're so caught up in our own, whirling, twisting problems, blinded by reality, by responsibilities, shrouded by blessing, praises, divulged in second lives, happiness and companion, I think we fail to notice if there was any change around the surroundings. simply said, we are so often in lalaland, we forget what's on Earth and as a result we don't f-ing care. so important people die also don't care. I'm not implying anything, just something that popped into my head. I never used the f word unless it's absolutely necessary, and this is one of the times.

miss photogenic NOT. :/

I feel very stupid. one thing is because I make a mountain out of a molehill, and a very bloody damn molehill at that one too. and I put others to torture while I carry my destructive path, not knowing others' perspectives. another thing is because sorry, but big shot doesn't work. small would rather do. one more thing is that I might as well have Cinderella-like gowns, film-like student clothing, circular-. blurry eyes? maybe. become like Ephialtes of Trachis in the movie 300? not much of a matter huh. all those thousand monsters that seemingly become imagination are actually true, we just have to get the right pair of eyes.

I don't know what the heck I should say.

on a side note;

haha lol yes the Yoogeun photo where he was smiling was really cute (:
Syafura passed me a note saying that she love Key and Yoogeun. then I wrote, big big,
"MINHO and YOOGEUN." on another piece of paper.
and yes Natalie, I do think that Tokio Hotel is better.
Kashmira asked if I stood on a dustbin for the airport meetup that time when SHINee came. I went "huh, how you know?" and she said someone told her. hm. something to ponder? but because of that the people behind me thought I was 180m plus.
I have NO TIME to watch one full Hello Baby episode ): but I watch snippets.
I think Iljimae's mask is cool. can only see his eyes. (:
and G-Dragon's eyes are cool too. (: