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Peterpan, The Titans, Sheila On 7, Backstreet Boys, Vierra, Andra and The Backbone, SHINee, ZE:A and quite recently Co-Ed. OG10, 11SH20 and NJMD-MLDDS. Something is definitely wrong when life ain’t a roller coaster. Replay. Days
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Friday, December 31, 2010 ![]() I LOVE the choreo. :D _______________________________________ did this bottom chunk on 01012011 (yup I know, nice date -.-) when I was supposed to do this yesterday which was by looking at the post while typing is today but AH, confusion confusion... whatever. 2010 was, I don't know, life-changing and full, jam-packed with a hell load of happy memories, life lessons and experiences. like the time when I met my awesome Yoohee hoobae via SFI (seriously, you rock for all the things you do), cried because I saw a dead huge python in the middle of the padi field, started liking ZE:A and Co.Ed, having an awesome 16th birthday, under one roof with #Onew #Jonghyun #Key and #Taemin... whatever it is, 2010 was deadpan awesome. so then comes 2011 and I don't know, but I just don't have any resolutions for now. maybe ace exams and meet my awesome hoobae face to face? yadah yadah, that kind of crap... oh and by the way, I accomplished something and started doing another thing, but stupid aches here and there keep attacking me. oh well, shall buy a baseball bat to beat the crap out of them. haha. (:
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mirroring, run!
Wednesday, December 29, 2010 SM*SH - I Heart U found this video on Youtube because of their perf on dahSyat. I don't know about other people, but it's really REALLY like Indonesia's version of SuJu. plus, blonde hair?!? it's clear cut Kpop-ish. I'm not saying that I hate it, I'm okay with it, it's just...know? speaking of Kpop, I LOVE this video. :D
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'are, ee, EVERYBODY!'
Monday, December 27, 2010 ![]() image taken from http://bethelightofthedark.tumblr.com sometimes the things we do really take for granted. for example, time. spending time with someone for 4 years, though that person's not that close, but in 5 years time if we were to meet we'd surely hug each other. how weird, seeing that we're not even close but after a period of isolation the feeling of "I miss you" is as strong as gluing two elephants together with Super Glue. we simply do take these things for granted... and so, even though it's only 2 freaking months since I lost sight of ANY friend (well except for a couple of friends) but when those people aren't there, don't see them everyday like I used to...it's just really weird. I guess it's cause friendships built in later parts of life, like in secondary school isn't as 'superficial' as those in primary school. it's more complicated with more feelings induced and there's a certain deeper degree of respect to that person and cherishing the relationship AND that friend. by the way, someone just messaged me but I'm really lazy to open up the sms, shall open it up later. I'm not exactly sure if this is the right thing to do: being not even the slightest bothered by news that doesn't even concern myself, but delivered by a friend. worse,a close friend. take for example, friend A suddenly smses me in the middle of the night saying: my pet dog is eating his dinner now, I bought a new can of dog food and he seems to like it ^_^ note, this is just a fictional sms and I don't think anyone in the world would do such a thing. but the point it, firstly why would I be interested in what A's dog is doing? do I have to know all the really, scrutinized teeny weeny details about something that is not even involving me at all? on one hand, I feel like smsing her "I don't care." but don't want to hurt her feelings right, especially if that pet really means to her? but then, what on earth do I reply? now then comes the problem of "aiyah just don't reply lah!" but hello, if that person smses me in the middle of the night about that then surely there must be some feelings involved. he who has a stone heart will never succeed in life. anyways, that huge chunk is just opinions and feelings on stuff that really happened and I've thought long and hard about it, even through my vacation in Indonesia (which was FABULOUS by the way.) I have 42 mosquito bites that haven't even healed, one ending up in a huge gash on my foot (which means I can't wear my favourite flats without a plaster D:) and all in ridiculous places like my eyelid, for goodness sake... but so many enriching experiences, oh yes. like walking through padi fields and seeing a huge python on the way, spending 6 plus hours in a car sleeping most of the time, and most importantly spending time with my awesome cousins :D cousins that write stories that are really superbly good, eat 24/7, stick with you all the time, scares with a gorilla head and sings Online by Saykoji but with wrong lyrics. and ZE:A's My Only Wish MV came out! (: it's really nice and sweet. as quotes from someone on Youtube, they're mad popular in Japan. oh plus Love Letter MV. but I want them to release a Korean FULL album! DJ Masa's 2010 Kpop mixes are really fantastic, especially the first 2010 half mashup cause he used Taio Cruz's Break My Heart feat Ludacris as a 'base' (this will only be understood by listening to the mashup itself) and I really like the song. :D and I like MBLAQ's Running and Running. and thank you to hoobae for helping me do a huge thing that's really important! hurry and come back from Cambodia okay?! ![]()
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Friday, December 17, 2010 ![]() happy birthday to Choi Sungmin, Co-Ed School's 'solid' maknae! ~알찬성민~
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Tuesday, December 14, 2010 ![]() "today is whose birthday?" "ONEW OPPA! SHINee's leader that is really adorable and super cute because of his smile plus his eye-smile plus he's got super smooth skin, and I really think that he's a responsible and awesome leader because he really cares about his younger members and he also sings wonderfully, you can distinguish his voice in the songs they sing and oh, he has a solo song called The Name I Loved and it's a very soothing ballad + he wrote the lyrics for Your Name which I'm sure is a happy-kind-of-song, the kind that I can listen while in a walk in the park or something and YUP he's MC with Minho for Music Core plus in Night Owl I think PLUS HE FREAKING LOVES CHICKEN cause my memory's kinda of rusty and I know that loads of people LOVE him like #manager-sshi and..." "okay, I understand... -.-" 생일 축하 합니다 to SHINee's dubu leader Onew! ![]() happy birthday to Park Yong Su/Kangho, Co-Ed School's 'hot blood' vocalist & rapper! ~열혈강호~
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Friday, December 10, 2010 I'm still overseas by the way... so the reason as to why I managed to blog again is cause I'm at an internet cafe near my cousin's house, and time limit is one hour, so decided to do what I can do during this one hour, which includes blogging. (since twitter somehow can't work on this version of Internet :/ ) anyways, congrats to SHINee for winning their awards on Golden Disk! (: SHINee hwaiting! ^_^ oh but the birthday cards' not me who posted, it's my friend who did it for me, thank you SO MUCH, saranghaeyo!~ she's a really helpful friend who has done so much for me, so yup. oh, yesterday was SHINee Minho oppa and ZE:A Heechul oppa's birthdays! and I saw this post on WRS and there was this SUPER HOT pic of my ultimate bias, I like. :D it's kind of boring here since I don't do much and not many people sms me. somemore I fell sick during the first week - I had a bad throat, followed by mild asthma, then flu, then fever, then diarrhoea. oh, and some dumb mosquito made two large mosquito bites on my forehead (of all things) and 3 on my cheek. aish but can't help it though, there's so many houseflies and mosquitoes here so I have to get used to the conditions here though. OH BUT I GET TO WATCH BOYS OVER FLOWERS. though there's dubbing but, finally... on the other hand, I tried riding a motorbike. 50% success ^_^ did psychological test, went shopping, bought Kpop magazines and comic books, did piano homework, watched TV... nothing much honestly. and I'll only be coming back on 26th, so there's a LOOOONG way to go. can't wait to get Something That is Cheerful and Fresh and Love Letter! oh and a couple more of things that I forgot... ah but who cares... okay, my job for today is done. dinner's at Pizza Hut I think. (:
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Thursday, December 9, 2010 ![]() "today's who's birthday?" "MINHO OPPA! My ultimate bias~ the flaming charisma of SHINee, whose real name is Choi Minho and he's the main rapper of SHINee that also can sing, it's just that not many people know it and I really think his voice is nice for serenades and he's WAYY TALL so that's why I want to wear insoles to make myself taller and oh wait, I really really LOVE his look in Lucifer, short hair YAY and he's also now in a drama called Pianist, is it? and I ship 2min, that's Minho and Taemin and they're super super ADORABLE especially in the Dream Team episode where Taemin just literally 'jumped' onto Minho and OH speaking of Dream Team, he can play so many sports, he's really talented in sports and that makes him more awesome, and..." "okay, I get it -.-" 생일 축하 합니다 to SHINee's flaming charisma Minho! ![]() happy birthday Heechul oppa! saengil chukha hamnida! (:
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Wednesday, December 1, 2010 ![]() happy birthday Siwan oppa! saengil chukha hamnida! (:
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