You Are Bold and Fearless

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

okay first things first IM WATCHING JOBS FOR JUNIORS and guess what I SAW DORCAS AND HUI MIN. AWESOME!!! haha, 2 of my classmates on TV, in the same show, at the same time, doing the same thing! omg, even best, the woman in charge is my dad's friend...I suppose.

morning, I just freaked out because I was pretty scared about something. and I couldn't eat my breakfast properly, let alone digested it properly. then I burst into tears in the van and started talking loads and loads of bleh stuff. after that I decided to study a few things with Priyanka so I sat outside her class with her because apparently the classroom wasn't opened up yet. then me, Priyanka and Evangeline moved into the, what, student's corner or whatever it was called. then we studied together and also managed to well, (:

after that, then went everywhere, with Ying Chao then often pop out beside awesome lab partner! after that I couldn't find all three (lab partner, Riffana, Ying Chao) so then I merayap go find people to roam around. oh then found Fairuz! and we watched all..or rather watched most of the teacher-student games then on the way found Vijaya. then we were pretty exhausted and sat on a bench and talked crap.

after that was Teacher's Day concert. awesome! all the awards and videos. plus, Fairuz and my secret! enjoyed it, with her. yay(:

oh, fyi, Priyanka and I ran from the bus stop to Northland. and even though it was quite late when we reached there, I met:
A. Aarthi, Saranya, Taylor, Swetha, Atiqah, Asyiqin, Asyura, Murniyanti...and some more people I think. OH plus KRITTIKA. and I finished her brownies. yum (:

15 photos of Cakka Nuraga...and counting!
ah, and I just found 200 plus photos of him. awesome!!
and, he actually plays as Andre when he was young in DEWI. why didn't I watch the episode...yikes.

okay I shall go on my twitter now.

P.S. eh Hwee Hoon, Nitric Acid more effective leh. if aluminium sulphate you have to find copper sulphate and put aluminium, mix lah bla bla bla. plus limited supply! but I have 24 bottles or less or more of nitric acid lo. eh? (:

listen up!
1. RIZUKI WON! omgg she won The Master, and beat Cosmo. AWESOME.
2. and, I NEED to revise my First Aid. prepare everything, bla bla bla.
3. PREPARE TEACHER'S DAY GIFTS.
4. plan on how to rush to Northland tmrw by 2 something.
5. update my profile.
6. plus, I add another "good-looking" guy to my list, which currently only includes Kevin Aprilio.

AH THE MASTER, the results are today! I am oh-my-bleh tensed. RIZUKI vs. COSMO! Princess of Magician vs. Flamboyant Fakir.

so, to what I call "increasing the spirit of The Master in my house"...I've decided to list down the candidates, all, from Season 1 to 4.

Season 1.

Richard Rain, Aldi Sungkar, Angel, Abu Marlo and Joe Sandy.

Season 2.

Sam White, Limbad, Duo Robin, Rhomedal and Denny Darko.

Season 3.

Bayu Gendeng, Rizuki, Duo Dibor, Krisnaji, Ricardo, Fabian.

Season 4.

Edo Shadow, Russell, Jeva, Cosmo, Ivan, Ken.

okay, yay (: complete, full (:

oh btw, I've recently joined C~LUVers. simply means, Cakka lovers. because Cakka IC2 is AWESOME. :D yay..oh that means I have to make a little alteration to my profile ah.

whoa, half the stuff I like are miles away, there in Indonesia. but good thing is, I can share my love. with a group of friends. Sabrina, Fairuz, Ashikin, Irene and Hana.

HAHA I'm listening to U R Man by SS501. abit the weird ah.while waiting for a Shinee video to load.

Sports Day was AWESOME!

my old house won House Champion, again. but next year BOUGAE can break the record. (:

this year I bought spotted blue shoelaces, so at first I though it's going to look like as though I wore a pair of clown shoes but eh, actually quite nice ah.

oh oh then I saw the RED CROSS RELAY TEAM running rounds. awesome (:

duty, and walking up and down and up and down.

haha and then it was the UG relay race, and Amirah was sitting beside me full of tension! well actually me too lah huh. yay and we won (: and I think we went completely bonkers and crazy, started screaming out loud (and now my throat is serak and pain pain.)

haha yay(;

Bougae cheerleading team was awesome, yall did a great job today. (: (:
3O was awesome too(:

ah today got The Master, Rizuki vs Cosmo. both of them are brilliant but Rizuki is better to me. she's only 19 years old! and if she wins, she'll be the first female Master.

I got my IC photos.

oh and did I tell I got my class and RCY photos also? wait...I did.

eyes sore, a replacement of a scar that I recently would have wished to make.
but I pulled back, with limitations.

I've been screwed. and frustrated...

one of the Singapore Idol contestants looks EXACTLY like Abang Faizal, my cousin.

lalala.

HO, teacher's day gifts first! this year dk why I must give one. reminds me of the chocolates during Maths lesson that look like eyeballs. ew, eating chocolate eyeballs.

just now I tried arranging Selamat Malam by Jikustik on the piano, gave up at the part where the fast beat came. anyway, just wanted to try.

btw, there's 2 files called HELLO, I don't know what's the content because some Word documents have really strange titles that you won't know what the document is about. like SUNDAY, HELLO, etc. so I thought the HELLO document was a letter I typed out for one of my friends but, it was actually a letter to TAYLOR, lol. OOPS I FORGOT, I have to reply to her.

today was awesome, I guess. nope, let's cut the awesome-ness by half because in the morning I wasn't that high. yay, and I got my photos, class + CCA. and Banana said everyone looked glam in the class photo, haha(:

my Malay test, peribahasa was pretty ok, so is the imbuhan, but my cloze passage like __________.

it's really difficult, when we're getting along so well, and this stupid thing just appears there, and breaks everything.

and sugar, we're swinging down;

side note: why do all the good-looking petite guys look like the Revalina singer?

urgh I'm falling asleep...but there's Masihkah Kau Mencintaiku which I REALLY want to watch.

I'm feeling very confused now because I don't know who to trust; everyday I see two sides of people I don't know which side is true. worse, what if those two sides were just simply masks, of anothe thousand masks? I don't know who to confide in; if I confide in a wrong person, life's going to be harsh, as I've experienced in primary school where you must never tell a secret to like, 6 people in one go. it'll spreaaddd. like very very fluid lava.

haha plate tectonics (:

another lesson learnt is that no matter how family or friends help you in everything stuff, in facing problems and obstacles, giving advice, in the end it all comes down to us because we are the ones making the choice. and must be a wise one yeah (: that one nearly brough me back to some time ago.

the praline chocolate box, finished. not missing, I gave all the chocolates to squadmates and a few friends that I meet along the way.

I TRIED EATING A WHOLE PACKET OF TOMATO SAUCE. just tear it up and "suck" bit by bit. and the tomato sauce has a whole fat lot of varieties. some are sour, some are very "deep" tasting.

I recently read an article (well not THAT recent) about divorce in friendship. so breakups take a new level huh.
imagine saying "hello, I'm divorcing you" to a best friend. it sounds weird, awkward AND...weird.

watch this video! for anyone out there yang ngah puasa.

HEY awesome lab partner,
you're awesome too,
but so am I.
(:

intellect + stubborn = disaster.

cornucopia; addicted; berryberries; nachos tomato sauce.
ohsorandom.

friendship takes you so much down the path of love. from on person's eyes it can mean just a simple friendship, but who knows the depth of how, you know, the feeling of it.

uh, french test is tomorrow, so now I'm doing last year's test paper. and there's also Malay test tmrw, so well, 2 things at one time. plus, fasting month, 3rd day AND teacher's day celebrations, plus one birthday that I, from last year will never forget.

OH OH AND I JUST DID THE SURVEY ON LMS. it's like last year, 'cept no papers, it's online. and surprisingly, no "what do you think of this, that."

my left index finger has a dent on the nail. oh I have to cut my nails! and my hair.

I had a weirdo dream that I had to borrow a whole lot of credit cards. for a DATE.

awesome, there's another telecast of the concert. oh, and Limbad just jumped down.
just now Ms Lin was asking who were we going to go to to discuss about issues and problems, and immediately I said "upstairs, downstairs."

then after that I was thinking, "my olde best friend..."

oh and Trian Vierra is this -> :D like Kevin Aprilio. man the haircut did wonders.

alamak, my eyes sore lah.

wait...French plus concert together! good idea. well then I'll leave it here.

side note:
AH AMIRAH I LOVE YOUR BLOGSHOP. (:

OK, since Heather said to UPDATE!, so I will (:

what shall I say?
okay, well, this week was let's just say, neutral. yesterday there was a chocolate-sweet-candy, basically all kinds of sweet things were sold in the canteen I think due to teacher's day. then I bought a box of chocolates, which unfortunately I don't know who to give...and I also bought the Ritter Sport cornflakes chocolate which I finished within...one hour?

there were some times when the moodswings come, ups and downs. ARGH and controle 3 is on tuesday!

about the in and out thing, well, I'm quite okay with it. everyone experiences betrayal from friends, which really pains your heart, but that's called life right?

fasting month starts today! this year I've decided to strengthen my beliefs in this holy month, to step up. I've paid back my "debts" last week, yay(:

phone battery's out ):

oh and I want to watch more Brainpop videos (: last time I watched was p5, about some history thingy I think.

HAHA HEATHER, FUZZY WUZZY.
Fuzzy Wuzzy likes:
Sukaa but not Heather,
coffee but not tea,
butter but not margarine,
daddy but not father,
.
.
.

oh and awesome, The Titans are on TV. after I think a hiatus?

then tmrw is the 20h concert, from 0800 to 0700 I think. then after that another concert. plus, there was The Master yesterday and it was versus Rizuki and Cosmo. then I thought they're going to determine who's going to be The Master on that day, then cheatmyfeelings Nico Siahaan said "polling sms sampai minggu depan" means the voting is until next week. D:

I really think something is wrong with my ankle. the ankle bone protrudes out more on the right foot than on the left foot. also, the small pit between the ankle bone and the main foot bones are much bigger than the other foot.
haha, and there is "skin erosion" on my right ankle(:

oho, and I keep thinking of a BLACK JACKET. ?

because I wished I could be there, telling about what I've changed.
but it seems, now the only way,
is to believe.

my head's spinning, like there's someone hitting the back of my head with a hammer.

Hwee Hoon didn't throw bombs at me after all. phew (:
&, btw, I threw the portable dog away, a.k.a. machine gun. waste of space. last time I took a spare block of wood, and I just randomly doodled it, and now it's rotting away in dust.

the in-and-out theory again...which makes me pissed off again.

black and whittttttttttttttte.

oh, something smells good from the kitchen. I better check it out (:

I sometimes think people blog stuff under the title "out of control". like me, long time ago, but I shall not talk about it, since that scar still sticks on my hand. maybe eh, I'm not alone. all the 'omg I hate this person because lalala.'

stress, you destroyed us, blast it. screw you, damn you, CONdemn you. swear swear swear words.

but, I used to believe that school life is the usual, come learn byebye. until I scrape scrape a bit, whoa. oh well, that reminds me of that colourful highlighters.

Ms Lin told me, "You can't please everyone." so, even if people talk bad about me, I have to don't care. and she also said I lack self-confidence, just like milly (: which of course it's true...but surprisingly, I like it this way, helps to control myself.

and I sound like a kindergarden kid.

aah, I want to talk to Fairuz mann. and Ashikin too (:

1. my dad just gave me the Collins guide of 20th Century World History, and I can't even find the word Munich agreement anywhere. guess I have to use the glossary at the back.

2. I need to sleep, my eyelids are slowly closing. and I fell asleep while the computer was printing some stuff.

3. I have a cut on my finger, which feels more like a mosquito bite.

4. I just found out that one of my friends, I don't know what to say, it's something got to do with in and out.

5. palindromes are interesting(:

6. I watched WWII and Adolf Hitler video on Brainpop, the Tim and Moby thingy. I had an old account but I forget. it was something got to do with gorilla and popcorn though...

7. English CT was quite well done I suppose. but A Math, and Physics, all the best.

8. I saw Mata-Mata with my mum today. and Minta Tolong also..

9. and the 20h concert is on the 23rd of August! got 200 plus bands, and magicians from all 4 seasons I think...and that Danny guy who is a world-renowned magician. plus cool hosts, like Olga, Luna and Nico Siahaan.

10. oh yeah I can ask Ariel on how was the Lady Gaga concert.

11. speaking of that, I just found out the song title of the song that was playing in 7-11 last Friday when Anita went to buy her usual mashed potato.

12. Nazi-Soviet pact was signed BEFORE Poland invasion. maybe it was because when Munich Agreement was signed, Russia knew about Hitler's plans and had to think fast?
anyway, it's over...now I have loads of praying to do. you never know (:

13. I NEED A PLASTER.

14. I ended Eldest.

15. oh heck what was I supposed to say.

16. oh yeah, about the Hotmail password, I've stored in a place, which of course I wouldn't be stupid enough to tell you the place, so that these things won't happen again.

17. stupid laptop, restarted itself again for the 3rd time...I think I should change the battery, because it runs out of power so fast and when I charge it, it offs suddenly with a POP.

18. my hp's Quickoffice doesn't work, needs some sort of licence that I am supposed to buy from somewhere.

19. sunday madrasah we had the full day learning about Ramadan, because the month's coming soon, VERY SOON. so at first we had this riddle worksheet, that I got 2 correct, 2 wrong, 2 I don't know...I think. then we went through the powerpoint slides, about origins and do's and don't. then they showed an Ummahfilms video! when I saw that I got so excited I turned to Darlyna who was beside me and just said "omg it's Ummahfilms! the guy damn funny..." and then yack yack.
after that we had 2 more worksheets, and then we went through one last slide and a Raihan video, then baca doa and went back home. oh yes, of course I played on Haziqah's phone for a while (:

20. oh yay, CG, Stability and Pressure slides are up.
plus Volcanoes.

21. iPhone is nice(: but, I have to survive with my current phone for some time...which is not bad.

22. wow, Hampa Hatiku still on Top 20 dahSyat list. can tahan seh.

23. I think Silent Hill the movie is scary. especially the mobile game.

24. oh yes I remembered. during the weekends, I dreamed very funny stuff. first, I had a dream that my family was chased by a dinosaur, who in fact just thinks us as meat (TOUCH WOOD). then, I had another dream that one of my friends was not Christian, but in reality Jewish, and we were coming back from something and we were having a discussion, then she came and started praying standing up and I wanted to gave her something but she said "I cannot receive anything while standing up." then, just now, I had a dream that we were in the old Cedar and suddenly everything flooded, and there was sewage-y stuff. and the water level was until my chest! then I saw 3 things which I forgot, but one of them was a girl ghost which I tried to save her, but my hand just went through her. then I forgot the rest of what happened.
weird!

25. I PUT PLASTER ALREADY.

26. I have to wash my mug.

27. ...and charge my phone.

28. and, I wrote an unfinished letter to milly, but I threw it away.

let me tell you the story of my Hotmail password.

I reset yesterday night, because it's about 6 months + already. so I logged on, but it said wrong password...so I tried again AND again AND again. then I tried recovering, but had to ask a secret question, WHICH I FORGOTTEN THE ANSWER...so I tried installing hundred thousand softwares, here and there to recover, but STILL CANNOT!

then I just crouched on the floor and just cried, because I gave up.

then, after 3 hours of trying to figure out the password, of using one thousand one hundred combinations, I just sat there, holding my head and closing my eyes, racking my brain for the password. AND suddenly I remembered! guess what, one of the I should be capital, but I put small! then I tried again, and I managed to sign in!

okay, well, long story, sort of, eh.

I think I have alot to say today...maybe.

yesterday's Masihkah Kau Mencintaiku gave me a few lessons, and also changed me. now I don't know why, I analyse stuff quite well, I can read people's expressions pretty well also. with a little help from Reader's Digest as well.

&, a new suspicion has formed, I told Ying Chao and Anita since I spent the longest time with them today. Anita says it's quite usual, while as for Ying Chao, I didn't want to tell her before jogging so I digressed the topic and told another thing that's been cropping up my mind. and thanks to the stomachache, I've forgotten what I was suppose to tell her. sorry :/

something made me reflect everything. half the time, I'd be staring at the window, looking outside at all the cars and the expressway. and when I went back home, I nearly cried, while leaning against the window. Mother Tongue also, because while I tried to study Chem, I was thinking of that 'something', so ended up staring at the pages.

which made me think, why did I screw up.
I lost many friends, one of them was super close.
I lost my face at times, to do silly things.
I lost my belongings so many times,
I've lost too many tears just thinking about it.

why, I could just sit at a corner, and cry, and make the world go blurry.

even in this skin I have, I sometimes feel too tight; and I sometimes I feel it's sagging.

I should learn, to treasure the friendships I have already. the bond between 2 very close friends is very strong, the love, the different things shared, the ups and downs, it takes more than courage to break it.

but still;

and now I'm regretting it.
the scars still there;

haha Idk, I guess I prefer paragraphs because if I write one whole chunk people's eyes will go crazy and bonkers, 360 round and round.

okay guess what, I managed to get through Boss No. 3 of Normal Mode of Lumines on my phone. now I'm stuck in Boss No. 4 which is the last last level!

my brother hit the side of my lip with his science worksheet just because I read Narnia right beside him. now it's slightly swollen and itchy. whoa I better go get some shots from the doctor soon because I fall sick and get injured easily.

and, and; today we get to join back our tables (: then I told Theodora that it's like sitting back after a very loooong exam.

even more pro, I only found out about the Geo common test which was today, TODAY. thanks to chermaine (: then I just mugged the 2 chapters that were going to be tested, Rivers and Coasts, one full day. but first I quickly did Physics TYS Moments SEQ and rush rushhh. alamak and now I'm very lazy to do maths which was due yesterday, I go do tomorrow lah.

again I changed my blogskin, I was pretty upset on how the blogskin image turned out. so I changed into a more fresher one. &; I'm sure there are loads of people who would wished they could have turned back time (ME TOO) maybe to correct something of prevent something or make better something or be prepared for something. like me, I have alot of past sins, like hurting friends' feelings. ~quoted~

I know cHeese wanted to give me a screwdriver pen...which I think is so rare in Singapore, but she gave me an ice cream pen. when? SEC 2, ON MY BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR LOL. now times change.

I don't want to elaborate because I'm damn lazy and it's so complicated.

I think 2 weeks ago my mum and I cleaned out my room, and I found quite a lot of 'lost' stuff, one of which was the ice cream pen! there were also hairclips, and pencils, and I also found Eunice's postcard addressed to 1N O7. pretty olde stuff basically...

must buy a bigger letter box, I have to flatten the letters in the current box now. which of course I don't want lah.

today I thought got morning assembly then cheatmyfeelings got temperature checking so must stay in class! good point: can mug for Geo, and complete the Physics. the bad point was that I didn't pass Yujie and Sarah Tan their letters, because I was too lazy to go up to 3P and I was too busy during recess.

I want to get the bright blue and yellow fan that Mr Khoo always bring around and during MYE he attached to his trousers. then can clip to my table and fan myself because it's always stuffy in my place! Ying Chao damn lucky lah, sit under the fan.

oh, and I was dreaming of weird stuff like BGRs. and chocolate cake as well as blue leggings came in as well, somewhere...not blue green red lah!

just now got mini History Elec test, then I forgotten about Munich Agreement then I just kachang putih thought it was that agreement then Hitler can go get Sudetenland...then I ask my dad eh actually correct.

this is a Firefox Persona theme that I'm currently using, it's damn NICE.


so be it forever.
but ever never.

I'm just going to start crying again.
why this.

SCREW MYSELF.
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101th post!

and yesterday was...07/08/09 right? I read this sms from Priyanka on her phone, it's about the 12:34:56 07/08/09 thingy. haha, these kind of things happen only once in a lifetime, RARE!

today I had to wake up at 7 plus because I had piano class at 8.30...and then went to the doctor to get medication for my cough AND flu. because the cough that I was fussing about, came back again, made worse by the flu. like combination like that (: so it's like getting 2 diseases at the same time. best :/

screw you HAZE.

after that I went to take a nap and woke up around 12 something because today afternoon there was special prayers and some of my relatives had arrived. with a headache :/ oh yes, and my aunt says my cousin looks exactly like me...then that makes a total of 3 people looking like me...well, it's a small world.

oh yeah Kakak Shameem came to visit! quite fun because she watched the spelling bee thingy on TV with me and my dad and we tried some of the words also. like, prestidigitation. presti + digit + tation.

after that me and my brother had to go to another special prayers gathering, my religious teacher's friend's house. Safina and her brother long-time-no-see came! then I saw her phone, exactly like Anita's one. then the 3 sisters who live across didn't came, but their cousin came. plus Daniel. the food, best (: even though I was coughing, had to take right if not rude? course, I took the chicken wings first(:

my so-called-worse suspicions came through...but we can't jump to conclusions that fast or else the world will be tumbling by now.

oh great.
well, I'll wait for something to happen...
and I have to STUDY, darn it.
Hitler why make life so difficult for us by putting one thousand one hundred policies. alamak...

tmrw's NDP + One Minute Of Fame grand finals + Singapore Idol + 300.
(:

I just wished...
it would be the same,
but no.
everything's changing.

whoa, school NDP rocks.

isn't it fun to spend it with your very nice friends and everyone and all?
and the very long long train that got broken, derailed, split, joined up again...which made a sore throat,
NDP reflections with Liyana,
constant asking of "are you wearing red and white?".

but there was something that felt like a frying pan just smashed on my head. no la, not a headache. something made me pretty upset and unfortunately I didn't went back home with Anita so I didn't tell her...which would have relieved the pressure a bit but well, what to do.

do I believe in change? 'course.

it really sucks to fall sick.

videos sooner or later, I'm going to sleep for a while. but the videos will be in this post.

btw, the NDP gifts were...SWEETS and NDP SCROLLS saying good luck for NDP, make Cedar proud...I think. I've forgotten. ):

yay, and CEDAR RED CROSS YOUTH IS AWESOME. (: (:

I log on to messenger.
and the first thing I do is to see that conversation,
which I had with a friend LONG LONG LONG time ago, like 2 months ago plus?

anyway.

do I still believe in change now?
I still do.

the view's unchanged.

rocky times.
just hold on tight,
grab on,
don't lose it all.

RANDOM:
10 friends starting with the letter...S. whatever comes to your mind.
1. Saranya.
2. Syuhaidah.
3. Siti Nur Fairuz.
4. Siti Rohaniza.
5. uh..AH Sarah Tan.
6. Sarah Ang.
7. Sara Teo.
8. Sukaa.
9. Sabrina Akram...and
10. Sabrina.

HAHA innovative right. the 10th Sabrina is the one who goes for French.

okay this is fun, I want to try again.

10 friends starting with...
...
A.

1. Alyaa.
2. Aliah.
3. Ariel..
4. Ashikin.
5. Asyiqin.
6. Aqilah.
7. Amirah CGSS.
8. Amirah ex-NLPS.
9. Aarthi D.
10. A. Aarthi!

YAY completed it again...but quite long actually.

haha the A-list...lots of doubles Ah.

I really need a new blogskin, this one somehow doesn't 'connect' with me anymore, and it's screwed when I tried accessing in school, the colours are whoa. so I'm going to CHANGE, soon.

hm, guess what? after my cough, I had a running nose and a whole load of mucus stuck. so my voice has become squeakier, lower, sniff-ier, and I think a bit bimbo-ier.

tomorrow I need to bring back physics stuff and geog to study, and I've already brought chem and maths back.

OK so tomorrow is NDP celebrations in school, and everyone's coming in red and white. ALMOST everyone because I heard some are wearing uni cause they don't have this and that. then went to NTUC to buy food stuff for tmrw, and went back home to start doing the NDP 'scrolls'...which I can only say tmrw because those things are meant as a surprise for a group of people. (:

reflections, good luck.

and I think I've found a new blogskin, thank goodness. but the Kevin Aprilio background image...I really suck at collage-y images, cause I really don't know how to create that blur effect.

yawn.

OH YES VIERRA INDOSAT IM3 COMMERCIAL JUST CAME OUT and KEVIN APRILIO SPOKE! I mean at least can finally hear his voice la. something about making a band but it was long time ago.

oh well, I guess I'll fix the blogskin tmrw. OH YES THE MASTER is tmrw, and it's final 3. Cosmo is nuts, seriously.

hm well, my job is done. the cetusan minda's already printed, and I dont need to print the Baroque Period and Classical Period documents because my piano teacher wants the soft copy. ok, I off the printer...

I think socks are going to make the mosquito bite wound on my left feet worse.
but who knows? (:

hm. so I had a very very long 4h long piano lesson, of which 30 minutes is just teaching and the rest is do-the-work. but at least after 3 months I finally found out HOW to answer the questions, because last time I just fill blankly. (the trick is to count count and memorize a whole bunch of stuff.)

you know, the Vierra commercials don't play that smoothly and after trying to download Core Player don't know how many times I just gave up. Internet said the Real Player got something wrong, can play high quality stuff. well...at least I got the videos (:

sore eyes again! as a result now my eyes are shrunk to what, like 1 cm width. like going around in slit eyes. I can't even see the TV properly. and guess what, the only solution is to sleep.

surprisingly, I think spelling bee competitions help my English. okay, 5 pm every Saturday I chope TV.

this is funny, but Fridays kind of tell me how I'm going to feel for the weekdays. if I'm in a good mood on Fridays, then weekends will be normally quite, sad. but if I'm quite down on Fridays, I'll enjoy weekends because I feel happy.

and well, that affects how my homework is going to end up, haha(:
oh, Lumines! I just remembered.

I am...

doing: blogging and watching the Tamil movie at the same time.

watching: the computer screen AND the TV screen alternatively. so my neck hurts after some time.

eating: nothing. although I want want a Kit Kat!

drinking: uh nothing...

feeling: kinda sad. and a little, belonged. ironically.

wishing: to see Vierra AT LEAST ONCE LIVE. above all the other bands.

thinking: what in the world are the two guys on television talking. oh and also plan up on what to do tomorrow.

reading: I just finished The Inheritance Of Loss, why wasn't this qn asked earlier?

oops, I thought this video was from a fan, it's actually VIERRA themselves LOL.


oh yes. I dedicate this video, song, to everyone. it's called Jangan Menyerah by D'Masiv, in English means Don't Give Up.

right now I think I'm going to talk to someone. on the phone.