(psst, this blogging app is super awesome :D)

it's really cold here for some apparent reason but still able to go through life, if that's what people say... Compared to my friend Rozanna who is always super warm to the extend that I thought she came out from an oven! (: ok, it's a bit of in thing also...

never mess with destiny. that would be disastrous, and bring about unfortunate consequences.

the past week has been... absolutely fantastic awesome superb brilliant supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. :D orientation was a freaking blast!! OG 10 SARANGHAEYO <3 they really are awesome. Where else would it be found, people who would be brave enough to shout MY MELONS ARE BIG! while holding two watermelons in their hands? and people that seem to have an endless list of jokes, people that are really nice and accept the rest for who they are, though crazy they seem to be?

people that:
never let a dull moment exist,
having a seemingly never ending book of jokes,
care about others, treasure things and be nice and kind,
and the most, making me feel that I was belonged.

it's something got to do with my past - and I have no intention to write a long, grandmother story about it. let bygones be bygones... I don't want to think about my past for it will stir up bad things in me again - and I don't wish to.

OH AND BTW THERE'S THIS REALLY GORGEOUS PIC OF ONEW OPPA THAT IS EH MY GOODNESS FREAKING... well, GORGEOUS. too bad I didn't save it in my phone and I think it'll be a hassle to search in the net. Oh wells, maybe I'll re-edit some other day.

something also happened that made me really pissed off and disappointed. and then develop feelings of dislike that I can't really remove right now. So, please just get a life and stop doing this to me. besides, it ain't my fault. I wish that I could live back the days where we'd just cherish each other and just don't care about everything, a time where we'd play with Barbie dolls and do each other's hair... But it seems the once lived memory is now a fantasy in the cloud kingdom. there's nothing to say.

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AWESOME FRIEND SIYAN!! <3 you were the first person that I met in NJ and since them you've brought me joy and happiness in my life... I really feel blessed to have you as my friend. And sorry that I keep showing my childhood photo to you about 4 times (or maybe more ): )