okay, I've decided to change the blogskin AGAIN because I decided I wanted a clean blogskin. well, it's clean, alright. but still, I retain the SHINee-ness just by using 3 icons. and woots, my lovely STF buddy likes SHINee also. R, relax, selesa. (:

double eyeliner.

Friday, January 1, 2010 7:16 PM

point no. 1, L1R5 of 10 or lower. that will be fantastico.

point no. 2:
it's cold outside, but they say it's beautiful
and here it was;
the kitten out of the basket? no it sounded wrong.
but cold water sprung out from nowhere.
out came winged spirits from the heart. and out came
fantasy thoughts.
so now, looks at the stopwatch, the golden pocket, and saw
the past has gone by. looks so fast.
in a corner, scrunched up like a piece of paper;


probably won't understand. but that exactly describes how I feel today.

so, do moodswings run in my family?
oh I don't know.

Tokio Hotel - World Behind My Wall
It's raining today, the blinds are shut.
It's always the same.
I tried all the games that they play,
But they made me insane.
Life on TV it's random,
But it means nothing to me.
I'm writing down what I cannot see
Wanna wake up in a dream.

Oh, oh.
They're teeling me it's beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
The world behind my wall.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go,
See the world behind my wall.

Trains in the sky are travelling
Trough fragments of time.
They're taking me to parts of my mind
That no one can find.
I'm ready to fall.
I'm ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I'm ready to heal.
I'm ready to feel.

Oh, oh.
They're teeling me it's beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
The world behind my wall.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall.
See the world behind my wall 3x

I'm ready to fall.
I'm ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I'm ready to heal.
I'm ready to feel.
Take me there!
Oh, oh.
Take me there!
Take me there!
Oh, oh.
They're teeling me it?s beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall

I see Tomoe in the sky.

Thursday, December 31, 2009 1:11 PM

okay, I am doing geog now and at the same time trying not to get distracted by Blogger, Twitter and the SHINee Forums. oh, plus my email. but still, there's a little temptation.

so on Monday, since my father had tickets to the Singapore Flyer (thanks to a very nice lucky draw at his office), so we went there and the view was AWESOME, plus me and my brother were fighting over the in flight compass that was in the capsule. before that, went to Hj. Maimunah restaurant and the fried chicken was AWESOME. oh, even before that, we went to Bugis Junction mall and I bought HUMANOID by Tokio Hotel and I was finding for that album everywhere! after the flyer, went to Sim Lim Square to settle the laptop business. apparently the spare part hasn't arrived, and when I took a look at the laptop, the keys are also crazy and dirty. okay, called my cousin, arranged to meet today, then went to banquet for dinner and I ate chicken rice. and FINALLY we went back home.

tuesday, me, my brother and my father went out, AGAIN. we went to Fika for lunch, and the Swedish Meatballs were BRILLIANT and the jam plus the sauce and potatoes, a darn good combo. after that we went to Paper People but it was closed, sad. went to SENTOSA and went for the 4D show which we waited for 1 hour plus, (crazy,) but it was really good. after that went for the Skyride and the Sky Tower, after that went back to Vivo City and bought 206 Bones by Kathy Reichs. then we went back home cause dinner was there.

yesterday was class bbq! I went with A. Aarthi, Krittika and Priyanka. then when we reached the location I was stunned to see Kian Ming's new look and for 10s seconds I laughed like crazy/ okay, Mandi did the same too lol. John Dominic Tian Cheng Hafiz Teck Lee Dylan Han Mandi Alicia Dorcas Wee Boon Qiao Yi Aliah Meihui Jiamin were there. if I missed out your name sorry! yep, it was fun and I brought back chicken. I mean turkey, oops. (:

anyway, this is a concert video of one of my favourite songs on the Humanoid album, Darkside Of The Sun. of course by Tokio Hotel.



will buzz of for lunch first, then I'll come back to finish the geog homework and update twitter. ta.

a piece of cheese in the mouth.

Friday, December 25, 2009 5:05 PM

I'm reaching my boiling point soon.
and frankly, I'm not the only dumbass person who feels so, there's another person.
damn, guess how pissed off I am. if milly was here I swear she'd agree also.
and this time, I feel I've gotten my gut feeling, my gut instinct, whatever it's called,
CORRECT.
I can't even hold my SHINee's Key badge that I made properly because my hands are trembling.

right.

shining white light in the bitter envelope of darkness.

left.

I still have SHINee's Onew badge left.

up.

the sky's the only limit we can go.

down.

our roots go deep, deep beneath the soil.

does it get stuck on a hook halfway?

Monday, December 21, 2009 7:27 PM

under construction.
no more (:
I fixed up the icons and also the link layout and other stuff and I'm extremely lazy to elaborate more.

packed up my bag and finished settling all the gifts, now all I have to do is do my tuition homework and holiday homework, and whizz off to the chalet with priyanka. and we have so many stuff to carry!

there is a knot in my stomach.

I haven't finish my strawberry milk.
and is the lightning bolt under Key a tattoo? oh well, doesn't change my view of him. (:

one gulp left.

the more I post, I more I realized that I treat blogger like Twitter, and Twitter as Blogger. because, on Blogger it's little short sentences pieced up together to form one post, and on Twitter, I write LONG LONG twits.

my Detective Conan comic series is officially COMPLETE. I thought there wasn't going to be a bookshop at Bintan after I found out that there wasn't any Gramedia there, but Lotus Bookshop saved it. (:

it's raining outside...

oh and by the way, when I was in Bintan, I made sand marbles (which to me is like Dara's clay marbles in The Clay Marble because I managed to make it nice and smooth and spherical) and then I cupped it in my hand and I wished for something in my heart while holding the marble, and then when I was done I threw it in the sea. and I wished for the same thing for all the 4 days.

I saw a GIF of SHINee's Minho oppa hitting our talk-of-the-devil Key oppa's neck by accident! I just burst out laughing and my mother is staring at me right now.

okay she stopped staring.

I still want the awesome pair of white sneakers though. I shall type this down on every post until I get them. (:

vaudeville repetoire.

Irene will pass me Vierra's CD when school reopens!!!!I'll just jump and scream and woohoo and do all sorts of things to show my appreciation. the most crazy being flapping my hands around like chicken wings and wiggling my hands like very very loose rubber bands.

okay, shall stop my ranting here for now.
chiong for all the homework I have.

damnation interests.

Saturday, December 19, 2009 9:38 PM

DOG!.

now that's what I feel like screaming now.
but first, I got news that the album I ordered, I WILL PICK UP TOMORROWW. and that, completes my SHINee albums. woohoo~

tomorrow, there's a meeting to settle some last minute pink stuff. no point telling, cause if I tell it won't be a surprise, and some suspicious person might start to stalk me. online AND offline.

okay, I found this latest photo of SHINee's Key oppa via web via twitter via...well, by Internet.


1. look at his hair.
2. I thought last time his hair was made up of highlights of red, red and RED. and the fringe is asymmetrical.
3. what's with the lightning bolt under his eye.
4. still, his hair.

I need to save up money for the white pair of sneakers. goodness!

holiday homework. okay, now is big time rush rush rush.
tuition homework. also rush rush rush.

yep, Automatic by Tokio Hotel is on 987fm list.

printed all the scanned stuff that Amirah sent. thanks a lot (:

IC3 IC3 IC3.
OOPS I'm suppose to post that to twitter, which is open now. okay, I don't bother now.

I tried watching The Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants 2 4 TIMES in Bintan @HBO but my idiotic brother keeps changing the channel. but now that I've read the synopsis, okay I found out the ending.

ok I'm shutting down. I'm sleepy and I want to do somemore Maths.

does it matter?

Tuesday, December 15, 2009 10:44 PM

good, I JUST COUGHED UP SOMETHING THAT I DON'T THINK SHOULD BE KNOWN.

we all have, at least faced some form of backstabbing. I have, and the scar's still there. furthermore, I randomly asked a friend of mine, used to be in the same primary school and stuck up in the same school as I am now, if she faced the same thing as me. oh wow, guess what, EXACT same person! and we have the same scars. small world eh.

and BOOM!; the danger goes unleashed, and it's heck uncontrollable.

yup, so we are walking phantoms of a prominent, imminent, impending danger. but to eyes, we are normal.

14121989 (:

Monday, December 14, 2009 4:30 PM



the oldest member of SHINee,
SHINee's Leader with a dubu face,
Lee Jinki a.k.a Onew.

happy birthday Onew oppa. (: